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In an unusual state of mind which you rarely seem to find smarter than they appear contemplating on how you'll disappear will you be slashed into tiny bits tortured beyond the end of your wits shall you burn to a crispy ash breakdown on a metal crash or swig down all your blood out of spite out of love watching as blood drips down your face where tears once took its place who is this creature who feast on withering life using many items beside a knife who is this creature that tortures souls with a heart as black as coal who's cold stare with in its eyes brightens as it spots its next prize who is this crea

Numb The clouds start to fade away As the world begins to follow Knowing I won't see another day Why do I feel so hollow Can't I just be numb So at least I don't have to choose A permanent way to run My breath I begin to lose

 Are you okay? I'm absolutely terrified. Yeah, I'm fine. I'm slipping away again, going through the motions. I feel numb. You sure? My face smiles but I don't feel it. I laugh but it doesn't seem real. Yeah. I'm just tired. I'm always tired. Is that even an excuse anymore? Okay then. I don't want to push you away. I love you. But I can't help this feeling. Wait... What if I told you I miss you? What if I told you I'm not happy unless I'm with you? What if I told you I'm dead inside but I smile so you don't see it? Actually...never mind. I don't want to let you down. I don't want to hurt you. Wait, what? Hey, what'

01. Letter She was home alone with nothing to do, her sister sleeping at a friends, her mom out in the town with her own friends. She sat in the backyard in their newly acquired hammock, swinging from side to side. Listening to the creaking friction between the ropes’, lulling her like a rocking chair. But those few moments of peace was disturbed with the wailing of tires, coming from in front of her house. She heard the wheels screech against the asphalt road as if trying to hightail it out of here. But that wasn’t what caught her attention; it was the loud thump that came moments before she watched the car tear out of there